[ The intimacy is alarming and new, it should feel out of place, and yet...it doesn't. It feels like they have been doing this for years, for as long as Diluc's heart could recognize what he felt for Kaeya as love. It's out in the open now, and maybe he doesn't know what is going to happen tomorrow, maybe he doesn't know what the right thing to do is, or where they go from here - but for fucking once he is doing this just for himself, and himself only.
Telling Kaeya these things with his body, his hands, and his mouth rather than his words is...so much easier. So much simpler. ]
I'm sorry, too.
[ For pushing him away. For needing to push him away. For everything that was inevitable, and everything that wasn't.
Breaking off from the kiss, Diluc instead leans his brow against Kaeya's, drawing in a deep, shuddering breath. ]
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Telling Kaeya these things with his body, his hands, and his mouth rather than his words is...so much easier. So much simpler. ]
I'm sorry, too.
[ For pushing him away. For needing to push him away. For everything that was inevitable, and everything that wasn't.
Breaking off from the kiss, Diluc instead leans his brow against Kaeya's, drawing in a deep, shuddering breath. ]
Come home with me tonight.
[ It's his home too, after all. ]