[ Maybe a moment ago, when he was still seething Diluc might have thought to pull away when Kaeya pulls him in to kiss him again. Maybe he might worry this was just another attempt at distraction, a way to delay the inevitable. But in this particular moment, it is exactly what he needs. It's what he needs to hear, what he needs to feel, and how he needs to respond.
Kaeya's lips crash to his with such a tide of remorse that it takes Diluc by surprise. There are feelings in the way he moves his lips against his own, with warm need and fervent needfulness, but it's not the same as the burgeoning lust that had come before. It's as if Kaeya's whole heart is spilling out through his mouth and into Diluc's, and Diluc returns in kind, a gentle, mournful sound in his throat as he leans against Kaeya and snags the front of his shirt once more.
His heart is heavy, pouring catharsis into every brush of his lips, every dip of his tongue. His feelings must be exhumed, and after burning off his physical desire earlier, everything that's left to be consumed are the raw contents of his heart, all of his pure, painful love that he holds and always will hold for Kaeya.
Does he realize, now, with the way Diluc kisses him, how desperately, achingly in love with him he is?
Gods, he hopes Kaeya doesn't open his eyes, and see the glisten of tears just at the corners of his own closed eyes.
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Kaeya's lips crash to his with such a tide of remorse that it takes Diluc by surprise. There are feelings in the way he moves his lips against his own, with warm need and fervent needfulness, but it's not the same as the burgeoning lust that had come before. It's as if Kaeya's whole heart is spilling out through his mouth and into Diluc's, and Diluc returns in kind, a gentle, mournful sound in his throat as he leans against Kaeya and snags the front of his shirt once more.
His heart is heavy, pouring catharsis into every brush of his lips, every dip of his tongue. His feelings must be exhumed, and after burning off his physical desire earlier, everything that's left to be consumed are the raw contents of his heart, all of his pure, painful love that he holds and always will hold for Kaeya.
Does he realize, now, with the way Diluc kisses him, how desperately, achingly in love with him he is?
Gods, he hopes Kaeya doesn't open his eyes, and see the glisten of tears just at the corners of his own closed eyes.