[ Certain though he is of his decision, he still has his nerves, buzzing frenetically beneath his skin each moment from when Kaeya takes his hand and leads him away from the party to the moment when the door clicks shut behind them. He has never done anything like this before, so...recklessly human, and that it is not only with one of his fellow knights, but Kaeya Alberich of all people...it's a lot to process in such a short amount of time. Perhaps it would be better if he didn't think about it at all, but that simply isn't his nature.
Is this really okay? Does Kaeya only see him as another conquest, another pretty face to be made a bedfellow of? There's something so terribly lonely about that thought, but the drink still in his system makes it easy to push it away, to remember how warm his lips had felt, how perfectly soft and wet.
No, he will not go back on his choice now. If it was a mistake, so be it. He could perhaps stand to make a few more mistakes.
So Albedo is ready for Kaeya once he turns to kiss him, lips parted and his face tilted up. He remembers well everything he learned earlier, despite the alcohol, and as soon as Kaeya's mouth captures his own, his eyes flutter closed, his fingers lifting to curl in the front of Kaeya's silly holiday sweater.
A soft, plaintive sound tumbles past his lips. ]
You're quite convincing, Captain. [ A beat. ] I've never done anything like the before.
[ Kaeya should...probably know that, before they go any further. He has no idea how far they will go, how far he wants to go, but Kaeya should know what to expect of him. ]
you're not?!
Is this really okay? Does Kaeya only see him as another conquest, another pretty face to be made a bedfellow of? There's something so terribly lonely about that thought, but the drink still in his system makes it easy to push it away, to remember how warm his lips had felt, how perfectly soft and wet.
No, he will not go back on his choice now. If it was a mistake, so be it. He could perhaps stand to make a few more mistakes.
So Albedo is ready for Kaeya once he turns to kiss him, lips parted and his face tilted up. He remembers well everything he learned earlier, despite the alcohol, and as soon as Kaeya's mouth captures his own, his eyes flutter closed, his fingers lifting to curl in the front of Kaeya's silly holiday sweater.
A soft, plaintive sound tumbles past his lips. ]
You're quite convincing, Captain. [ A beat. ] I've never done anything like the before.
[ Kaeya should...probably know that, before they go any further. He has no idea how far they will go, how far he wants to go, but Kaeya should know what to expect of him. ]